happy birthday, my ex-dear fren.

if you are, or will ever read this one day,
happy birthday
although i’ve wished,
but it’s not the same animore.

no matter how far the past seems,
no matter how little you miss the past,
no matter how insignificant the memories are as compared to your best year in eternity,
i am still waiting.

have no idea what i’m pining for.
不知道自己到底在直著些什麼.
但我還是放不下.
我還是會想.. 會期盼.

if. if you ever read.
i’ve never replied or mentioned.
but the note, is not the answer to my question.

exam grades.

yeah, everything is fine.
results are pretty okay.
alot better than what i prepared myself for, to be specific.
nonetheless, there are always regrets.
if with that kind of project scores, i can achieve these grades, it leaves me wondering about many things.
how would it be if the project scores were like the previous terms?
wah, i might have gotten what i’ve always daydream of you know :p
and how did i do in my papers to change the disastrous grades into the final ones?
whoa. i really did?
ridiculous.
they must have felt guilty for giving me that kind of project scores lahh.
that is the only explanation i can think of.
haha! :p

leg suppppeeerrr pain.

imf is pain. leg pain, i mean. :p
and drowning in a pool of cameras, reporters, walkie talkies and ang mohs.
and of course, not to forget watching and learning magic tricks!

it’s so scary
less than 10hours to the release of results.
*sob*
no you did not see wrongly. even before the release of it i’m sobbing already.
please let me sail over this tide smoothly.
over this tide, my next would not be a problem.

i’m protected by a shield. so try harder if you want to prick me.

worrying and missing, but still happy.

i’m feeling pretty good now, for unknown reason.
even when there are people to worry about and people to miss.

to twin: tho by seeing things on ur blog i dun get the entire picture. but by telepathy, i feel you’re in some kind of situation. maybe not in one which i can offer any help, but you know, i am here with my ears and handphone.

to labs: remember wat you promised me. i know wat you will say, “i will.”

to my girls: though just went kbox with 2 (out of 3) of you not long ago. but i’m missing the whole feeling already. take care until we meet again.

imf, starting tomorrow!

omg. everything is going to start tomorrow.
the first thing i worry most is successfully dragging myself out of bed.
where school attendance is concerned, we have that 20% of absentee chance.
but not in this event.
next thing, i cannot stop hoping no one will approach me to ask anything.
haha. sound so unfriendly.
but i really cannot catch their slang. -____-”
the countries at my side.. gosh. *pray*

now i’m figuring how to bring the uniform there while minimising the crumples.
because i don’t want to wear it on the way.
it’s so cold all throughout suntec, i’ll just pull it over upon reaching.

watched the marathon special in memory of steve irwin today.
it was really marathon. morning to now and it’s still screening, till midnight.
i would never dare get near to a crocodile, not to mention it is 17feets in length! *shivers*
he’s a passionate crazy man.
i’m sure his wife Terri, daughter Bindi and son Bob is proud of him.
there was this part that he introduced Singapore Zoo.
errrr.. the production team really made me feel so unsure of our own zoo.
you mean it is really that great?
i had no idea Singapore Zoo was so noble.
haha. i will check it out next time. :p