i’m back up
because my daughter is back from the hospital with a new liver
not really cured yet cos there are cancerous cells
arhhh! complicated stuffs
but anw, it’ve been half a month since i last updated
can’t really remember every single thing in the past month
and even if i do, it’ll take you people 3 days 3 nights to read :p

so in short
when it was my cousin’s 21st bdae party, it was the usual one hundred million dollars bf question
hey! girls can live without boys okayyyyyy
i can live happier (if not ALOT happier) without a guy
i could have cited that song twice
don’t make me do it
it is evident through.. ermmm.. those who should know should already know :p
and then received this shocking news about a cousin’s wedding
won’t explain how come it’s shocking lah

went extreme shopping on saturday and yesterday
shiok
the reason why i had one is because i got my mariefrance pay
and my shopping list has accumulated so many stuffs that i decided it’s time for rewards
e.g i haven’t got a bag for a year! O.o

today is daddy’s birthday
so we went out to have a feast
great great feel so fat

yesterday night, i had a comical nightmare
i woke up automatically at 3am to off my charging handphone
and started dreaming after that
in my dream, my passed-away grandfather was chasing after me frantically
and shouting things like: “go get that degree! you cannot stop studying!”
in chinese, duh~
i was in tears..
so i sort of hopped on a cab and the driver thought i was a ghost -_____-”
i had to explain to him i am NOT a ghost!
he helped me but i was brought back by my grandfather not long after
but i managed to run again
and this time round, i drove -_____-”
it was my dad’s lorry, if i am not mistaken
and there was this funny plant in the car right smack in the front blocking my road -____-”
where were my parents?
i only saw them once or twice in the dream, running after my grandfather
i shouted at my grandfather: “i will get a degree! but not that kind!”

haiiii
weird dream
mummy was like laughing when i told her i dreamt of grandpa running after me asking me to go university
but it kind of incorporated lots of things into one dream eh, just like my character =x

1. final decision of what to do after poly
2. am i getting a degree even if i pause for short years of work first
3. to take up driving or not
4. what exactly do my parents think
5. my grandpa is heathily jogging at the other world looking after his loved ones
6. am i still so fair that i scare taxi drivers
7. my house has too many plants

qiuyi,
take a step back and look at things from all angles
breathe in breathe out
some things do not require you to rush (e.g pay, lessons)
learn to slow down
learn to look back while moving forward

time to calm the heart for studies.

i ended yesterday with a really unwilling note
i didn’t want to end the day so much that i managed to sleep only at 6am
one of our secondary school teachers will be furthering her studies in the States at the end of this year so we had a gathering yesterday at orchard fountain terrace The Coffee Club
i guess she’s in her 50s but she’s still very passionate about studying
she’s the Mother Hen taking care and protecting us through our secondary school years
she will teach us alot of things by telling us the experiences which happened to her or the people around her
it’s amazing how she can have contact with the many types of people
she can listen and she can advice
we will certainly not disappoint her
i pray that her knee recovers very soon

after taking a wink
mummy woke me up because my grandmother’s brother’s youngest son is getting married
honestly, i’ve never seen them in my entire life
some of the elderly seem familiar
maybe because they attended my grandpa’s wake a couple of years ago
the special thing is, it was a wedding lunch and they held the ROM at the banquet venue too
the bride gave out sweets from table to table during the wedding
and my mummy was like “cannot take one! must take two then is a pair!”
she made my cousin and i panic and go around snatching for one more sweet
hahhaha :p
btw, i have 2 pairs now =x

this holidays left me with alot of memories
from tb07 chalet to imf to release of results to marie france part time job to girls’ chalet to soolan birthday chalet to 4/2 gathering
i would say, whoa!
after all the working, slacking, playing and gathering
it is now time to get back to studies
and i have super high expectations of myself this semester
with no IS on hand, i ought to do alot better
and i shall do it with the 56 spirit in me plus whatever it takes
even if it means giving certain things up
like……. those which i know are not worth my time and effort
for it is the last semester, so i will make it the best too

goodluck my friends

:(

twinnnnnn

twin is going to her service tomorrow
what am i going to do………………… ((

chalet after chalet!

8Oct 2D1N Girls’ Chalet

long awaited day
3 of us making up the chalet :p
laughter and more laughter in room K2006

min start fire
i make sure there is a fire (鐵扇公主是也! 哈哈!)
wei maintain the hot charcoal
i found another 強項 of mine
i’m really good at creating fire you know?? :p

i strongly believe there will be more such 享受的聚會 coming up
chevrons up next yahhhh?
*wink*

P.S: i don’t dare to post their.. uh-hum.. improper pictures these are the more proper ones le.

9Oct SooLan Birthday Chalet

續攤
although i was already.. 80% zoombie when we went shopping for the food tgt
but i was alive again when we reached room K2004
and weeteng&i did some small tricks
twice actually uh-oh!
but what matters is it was fun
i am still waiting for the video clip! :p

sugar, my friend.

oh man
if i had delayed opening my mouth for 3 more seconds i would be in the hospital now

went to get chocolate to make fondue for sunday’s chalet
walked to the shelter bus area to wait for IMM shelter bus
waited for pretty long and i started feeling my top-on-the-list best friend’s presence
(top-on-the-list best friend; 贫血. 2nd best friend; 胃痛. 3rd best friend; chinese medicine.)
and the worst thing was i forgot to bring sweets out! damn.
but i thought, well, i’ll be alright when if i sit down
you might have guessed and you’re correct, there wasn’t any seat
i prayed that i can hang on until IMM because anw it’s a journey less than 10mins
before the bus even reached its first turn, i laid my head on the top of the seat in front of me
and i was breathing like i want to fight for everyone’s share of oxygen :s
then i could hardly see anything
and then i decided to open my mouth and tell the lady beside me that i am fainting soon
haha
kind enough, she turned around flustered-ly and one man let me have his seat
i heard her telling the man my face looks super pale
and the man asked me is it never eat
yes, today is vege day so i had nothing to eat
for the entuire remaining journey i was drenched
i sweat so much that when i stepped into IMM i was soooooo cold
when i was alighting i felt like an animal in the zoo with eyes on me -______-”
but i was grateful enough to see how the two kind souls look like
and i rmb the man was in chef dresscode
they couldn’t stop asking me if i was really alright already
who says singaporeans are coldhearted?

once i went to min’s stall to let her know i came, i went to buy bubble tea (sugarrrr!)
and 4leaves’ bread (all 3 coated with sugarrrrr!)
i really needed sugar badly
lolx
these were the times i’m really grateful when i see sugar :p

and you know what?
these 3 mini pastries are the only things i ate today because there was no dinner
luckily there was seat on 66 on my way home :p

qiuyi, you must get back the habit of bringing sweets out again