and they are away again.

they dumped us at home again.
and this time it’s in such a hurry,
the food is not enough to open a minimart!
although the money is enough to last..
i think i will be starving.
actually, no need to think.
i starved this evening because i was procrastinating to buy dinner.
coming 5 days is going to be cold and hungry…………

graphs

went for an interview today.
the working place is very near my house,
but..
i rejected upon hearing it’s into heavy industries.
i think last job left me a phobia.
what if i create more work for people again?! =x
just give me simple paperwork.
hehs.
continue searching!

was working on Sponge Mint’s financial statement today.
piang, used up so much of my brain cells.
i’m giving it time to multiply now.. haha!
Sponge Mint really can open for business already,
with such professional financial statements.
however, it comes with a high price,
brain cells and non-refundable capital.

my savings graph.
halfway through the red line now.
red alert!!

以小人之心度君子之腹.

if you are only confident of your own doings when others assure you,
you will grow up too slowly.
it’s necessary to learn how to reassure yourself and pick up courage from there.

i heard that once from tv and tried applying everytime i feel i need reassurance.
yes, we reject to grow up at times,
but please recognise there are times growing up is inevitable.

when you think the entire world walked out on you,
look back and think again.
did you walk out from everyone instead?

it’s easy to think everyone did you wrong,
but it will never make matters any better,
neither will you feel better.
i know why i’m posting these,
i hope my loved friends benefit something.

for unappreciative and self-depressing friends,
please continue,
no one can help if you think everyone is not geunine.

lastly, my motto,
it’s not the end of the world,
at least, not until you yourself says so.

2 small things adds up to..?

i typed,
then backspace.
typed again,
highlighted and delete again.

2 small things.
tiny things.
first,
i’m just silly.
second,
我活該.
haha.

daddy&mummy on msia trip.

and they abandoned us at home with money and food again.
hmpf!