“friend do not have to meet often….”

met the darlings yesterday.
since valentine’s day.. 8 months!
but it seriously didn’t felt that way,
once i met them, it felt as if we met not long ago,
wonderful as ever.
blabber blabber blabber~

they can really make me unwind and speak my mind.
so many things, normally unspoken,
can just blabber out without any tweeny worries.
loves.

some shocking updates, so 精彩!
but i think i made one of the darlings cried. :X
(jiayou, girl!)

jiayou too, the one who is waiting for november to come.. haha!

i don’t want to be despised by chang.de,
so.. i better remember _________________.
lols.

they can’t stand me 暗爽-ing,
they want to lend me their courage,
but i have to wait for another chance again.
hahaha.

hongkong. aug10.

<3 <3 <3
love you all to bits!

“friend” indeed.

i don’t even feel like talking to you.

tragedies truly believe in pairwork.

school.
more about school.
even more about school.

i feel like a p1 child dreading school.
reminds me of my crybaby days.
i like what i’m learning, but i need 48hours, really.
cause: psychotic profs.
monsters.
and ah___.

i am big people.

anyway, i saw twin in school on monday.

wonder what are her big and round eyes for.
mine, small and sharp, are more useful.

i lost a friend.

an important one.

i’m sure he’s going to misunderstand.
i am going to be a petty hypocrite.
that’s not the case! but……

there’s no other choice.
not until someone enlighten me.

“don’t let anyone have any chance to say you’re a bad person.”

for a close girlfriend.

天下的父母真的都是一样的。
天下的子女也一样… 不想让父母担心。

anws, i read a girlfriend’s blog,
almost all recent posts i’ve read these past weeks are about cries, sadness and stress.
i feel so 心疼 for her.
she tries her best to be responsible, take up challenges and 忍气吞声,
and that’s what i 心疼 about.

i am certainly 不够资格 to talk about 打工的生存之道.
but as a friend, it’s really heartbreaking to see her in this period of her work.

darling, if you see yourself laughing at these 委屈s when you look back a few years down the road, by all means, hang on and i promise you have my support!
but if you see yourself regreting, crying and willing to pay all prices to get out of this situation, don’t be too hard on urself anymore, okay?
whatever your decision, you have us. *hugs*

even though times are bad,
i still think my girlfriend doesn’t deserve this kind of treatment.
you can think i am still protected, still green to the working society,
but my words stay firm – she deserve to treat herself better.