constant; k.

it’s scary how fast people change.
or maybe, it’ve always been that way,
the true self.

now i understand why,
years ago, ur friend chose to ignore,
but came up with no reason in the end.
totally understand.
your true self.

 

 

 

the only constant, is.. change.

GRAND Finale.

 

quoting a i-don’t-meet-often-but-definitely-a-goodfriend: “u should stop being nice she doesn’t deserve it” and “once and for all.. with absolutely no sugar coated.. do one final one..”

let’s do it.
Note: if you know you are not going to be able to take my poo, you still have to read it. because it’s going to be the last.

i take back all my words, my apologies and the parts i wanted to fulfil as a friend.
please forget all my advices and carry on with your life.

responsibility is the word here.
if the words you said can be used back on yourself, be responsible and take it, admit it.
but i guess quoting mr lim: “losers never say it’s their fault”,
we shall be the big bullies here.
do as you deem fit. whatever.

i am allergic to hypocrites, multi-faced people.
stay away from me. and i am sure my friends feel the same too.

i thank godofmercy for my lovely parents and siblings,
wonderful and supportive friends,
fair skin, tall height, good-enough figure,
and my results – enough to let me choose between SIM UOL or NIE and, not be a SIM UOL Diploma reject.
(For everyone’s information, all NIE students’ degrees come from NTU and all of us hold a NTU student card. anw, i don’t really care whether NIE is under NTU anot. But since some people wants to make a big deal out of this because she won’t have the chance to enter NTU and know this personally, i shall clarify.)

go! carry on with your life,
leave me out.
i don’t need to elaborate further how often i am nice to most of my friends,
and when and who am i mean to.
people come telling me themselves,
“she must have done shitty man. i have never seen you pissed before.”

quoting yeewei: “let’s sit back, relax and enjoy!”

i am going to be a primary school teacher next time,
but i don’t think i need to start practising to conversate with a kid so soon,
so, this is it. fullstop!
fyi, fullstop marks the end of a sentence, an episode, a chapter and everything in the world, under the sun.
emails, mobile number, msn, address and blog url will be deleted with immediate effect.
i don’t remember your number so please do not start, i will not remember who you are.
i don’t remember your blog url, so congratulations, you can stop finding blogging a chore.
i’m sure my friends don’t see the need to read ur blog anymore too,
so rest assure, your blog is your own space now.
this is my part of the answer.

hoooooray!

blessed little girl.

i am so happy right now because i have genuine friends.

like it or not,
i find the below (quoted from somewhere) very true.

Friends aren’t necesarily those who you see everyday, or talk to everyday. You are friends cos you share that special bond w each other. Friends dun go abt hurting others by saying all those bad things abt ppl just so that you cld make yourself feel better. Friendships have genuine motives, and it comes frm the heart. A friend won’t go ard flirting w your boyfriend and calling him her friend while she disregards you as hers. A friend won’t go ard badmouthing you just to create small talk with a guy and using you as the main subject of the conversation. A friend wld be happy to see you at gatherings instead of being all “black faced” throughout the evening. A friend wld respect you and won’t probe into your personal matters when you don’t want to tell. A friend wld keep your secret w her life, and won’t blurt out your deepest secrets by acting drunk. A friend is someone who you cld share life stories with and won’t be afraid that she’d say something bad abt it, or tells you hw stupid you are.

conclusion is?
if you fit into the descriptions,
you should know the answer.

i think it’ time for everyone to face it.
and we are not afraid to do so.

if anyone finds truth in whatever such a person say,
i can only say “that’s too bad for us then.”
but i am definitely not afraid,
because i only need true friends,
not such friend.

i will definitely not password-protect this entry
because i have nothing to hide and this post is true,
for everyone to see.